4th December
I'm leaving on Tuesday.
I told the others. I really don't like it hear. Jennifer the other hairdresser has got sick, I think she resents me for leaving and also going into the officers mess to get my dinner, in my tracksuit pants and jumper (casual clothes) when we are meant to be in our full uniform. I didn't know this until she told me. I think this whole high rank thing is so shit. I've been thinking a lot about Rosies and I think I'm resenting those who have money.
I was helping out Linda the other day, she asked if I could help her carry the water up to the gym. I was carrying 3 slabs of this bottled water when I dropped one right at the front door to the gym. Bottles went every where. There were 5 or 6 people sun baking about 2 or 3 meters away a couple looked to see what I had dropped - then they shut their eyes and went back to just lying there!!! I on the other hand got sooo angry!They could of helped or at least pick up a few bottles! But no. They weren't decent.
I feel like such an idiot for staying on board. Hmm - I could stay for - my pay!!! I was earning more as a first year apprentice and working half the hours! I want to pay back my debts then I want to go see Rosies in Brisbane. God with you I put my faith in and it's you who knows what's going to happen.
I can't wait till I wake up in daylight, when I'm not swaying around in the shower, when I can eat fresh fruit and veg and water -oh how I love water! I can't drink it on the ship it makes me feel sick. It's got a lot of chlorine in the water - I wash my clothes in dirty water! I just hope everyone understands how bad I'm feeling and they continue to support me.
I told the others. I really don't like it hear. Jennifer the other hairdresser has got sick, I think she resents me for leaving and also going into the officers mess to get my dinner, in my tracksuit pants and jumper (casual clothes) when we are meant to be in our full uniform. I didn't know this until she told me. I think this whole high rank thing is so shit. I've been thinking a lot about Rosies and I think I'm resenting those who have money.
I was helping out Linda the other day, she asked if I could help her carry the water up to the gym. I was carrying 3 slabs of this bottled water when I dropped one right at the front door to the gym. Bottles went every where. There were 5 or 6 people sun baking about 2 or 3 meters away a couple looked to see what I had dropped - then they shut their eyes and went back to just lying there!!! I on the other hand got sooo angry!They could of helped or at least pick up a few bottles! But no. They weren't decent.
I feel like such an idiot for staying on board. Hmm - I could stay for - my pay!!! I was earning more as a first year apprentice and working half the hours! I want to pay back my debts then I want to go see Rosies in Brisbane. God with you I put my faith in and it's you who knows what's going to happen.
I can't wait till I wake up in daylight, when I'm not swaying around in the shower, when I can eat fresh fruit and veg and water -oh how I love water! I can't drink it on the ship it makes me feel sick. It's got a lot of chlorine in the water - I wash my clothes in dirty water! I just hope everyone understands how bad I'm feeling and they continue to support me.
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