Continued 8th dec 12.30 AM
Well so much for thinking the airport didn't close. It's closed.
I'm sitting on a chair with what seems to be a homeless guy sleeping 5 chairs down from me. Behind me there are three people lying down sleeping and they have luggage to, so I'm sitting behind the sleeping lady.
It's better to be around people.
I went to wash my hands and I'm allergic to the soap and there's no water to rinse my hands so I used a baby wet wipe, my hands are bright red and stinging.
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God I'm so stupid. I should have known. SO stupid. I'm sorry. Forgive me Lord, protect me and watch over me, as I know your doing so.
11 hours to go till I can go to that hotel room. Shower and sleep.
Oh,sigh,oh stupid me.
It's a time where I just want Brad. Security,Friend, comfort.
SHIT, I'm a dumb FUCKER!!!!!
I can't sleep for two reasons. 1., I don't trust these people around hear and I have to be aware of my surroundings. My money, bags - anything could happen.
I'm scared.
God is with me. I feel he's warmth. Comfort. I'm Ok.
Ok now it's 4 AM - still awake.
I really need a shower, clean clothes and sleep right now. I'm thinking I'll move to Brisbane for awhile. Get involved with Rosies up there for awhile. I just want a change from Melbourne for a bit.
I'm in so much dept and that's not including the extra slab I'll get hit with from Steiner for breaking my contract.
I could have a new car deposit with that. Oh well.
It's 6 AM -
My eyes are falling out of my head. I can't sleep yet. If I sleep now, I might not wake up till who knows when and I don't / can't leave my bags. This is so bad!
I need sleep! I can check in to my hotel at 12 , I'll be there at 11.30.
There is a crying, squealing kid behind me. Just give it what it wants!!
Shut up! God get them away, it's just a noise!
7.40 AM
I have to write this or else I'll fall asleep. I already did about five times ,just shut my eyes and drift off to sleep.
Hmm - the only souvenir I got from the ship was this pen I took.
Oh gee, I have to sleep.
I'm sitting on a chair with what seems to be a homeless guy sleeping 5 chairs down from me. Behind me there are three people lying down sleeping and they have luggage to, so I'm sitting behind the sleeping lady.
It's better to be around people.
I went to wash my hands and I'm allergic to the soap and there's no water to rinse my hands so I used a baby wet wipe, my hands are bright red and stinging.
-
God I'm so stupid. I should have known. SO stupid. I'm sorry. Forgive me Lord, protect me and watch over me, as I know your doing so.
11 hours to go till I can go to that hotel room. Shower and sleep.
Oh,sigh,oh stupid me.
It's a time where I just want Brad. Security,Friend, comfort.
SHIT, I'm a dumb FUCKER!!!!!
I can't sleep for two reasons. 1., I don't trust these people around hear and I have to be aware of my surroundings. My money, bags - anything could happen.
I'm scared.
God is with me. I feel he's warmth. Comfort. I'm Ok.
Ok now it's 4 AM - still awake.
I really need a shower, clean clothes and sleep right now. I'm thinking I'll move to Brisbane for awhile. Get involved with Rosies up there for awhile. I just want a change from Melbourne for a bit.
I'm in so much dept and that's not including the extra slab I'll get hit with from Steiner for breaking my contract.
I could have a new car deposit with that. Oh well.
It's 6 AM -
My eyes are falling out of my head. I can't sleep yet. If I sleep now, I might not wake up till who knows when and I don't / can't leave my bags. This is so bad!
I need sleep! I can check in to my hotel at 12 , I'll be there at 11.30.
There is a crying, squealing kid behind me. Just give it what it wants!!
Shut up! God get them away, it's just a noise!
7.40 AM
I have to write this or else I'll fall asleep. I already did about five times ,just shut my eyes and drift off to sleep.
Hmm - the only souvenir I got from the ship was this pen I took.
Oh gee, I have to sleep.
posted by kaz at 1:30 AM
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